The last dance

2005-05-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

Exam officially ends... TML!!!
ahhhh, i came such a long way okay.
nearly kill me(; nnnnn i going partying tmr la. or it won't be normal
hehehe. for my mum anyway, she'll be wondering why i m so guai.(but i am guai la)
tsktsk. i going to spend up all my $$$.
MY NEW HOBBIES: collecting bottles
not that kind of plastic mineral bottles la. so malu. GLASS wine bottles
WOOT! they are so unique.
sigh, my room is stuffed with everything: comics comics comics, postcards, n now... BOTTLES!
ahhh, but i am proud of it. though weird collections, i must admit

so pple will be wondering y i m here right?
slack slack slack.( so nerdies, dun worry so much that i'll score better than u)
that is the way of a perfect life. u sleep, slack, n then shop n eat n go back to the whole cycle again(:
i can't wait to watch all the tv shows, throw my days away for comic-reading, shop till i drop n died on the floor n slp like a pig away.
This is my PERFECT life. sounds rather pathetic.
hehehe. but u nvr noe wat i can be up to.
thats so much things i want to do
i want to learn riding motorcycle, try being a racer n be prettier than e OH-I-AM-FAKE- barbie
see! there i am, i have such a positive way of life.
i studied, failed, slacked n play. 4 stages of life SPECIAL n UNIQUE teenager will go through
so dun worry if u dun go through this 4 stages of life.

this is a story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and when she looked so sad in the photograph
but i absolutely love her when she smile

2005-05-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

the last dance: i miss u so.

2005-05-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

Dun try to understand me

Been wondering lately
How come i am such a failure
Studies, family, love, friendship
I seem to fail in all.
Am i really that bad?
yes, i guess that i am.
I am weak, i can't fight back. I dunno how and dun want to.
Maybe i mind the troubles following it
Or maybe i such a perfectionist
I except high return despite the little efforts i put in
Cos i want it all, or nothing at all
many pple think i got it all
But the truth is that i have nothing i want
What i want is wat i can't get
wat u want is wat u don't need
Sometimes u give but have no return
u will then ask wat is the use?
i been thinking lately
maybe i shld be a spoilt brat n have everything in my way
that should be nice. haha
be myself... hmm. i wonder wat is the feeling again?

nonono.
I gave up cos i want u to be happy
U got it all wrong

I dun understand myself

2005-05-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

Took my life ;and eat me from the inside

Ahhh! exams! drained u out before u can even play.
I think i better start saving up for a ticket to some ulu place
before my parents can get their hands on me )=
hmm, i wann go hawaii!
hehehe
aiyya, jus spend my life there as an ice-cream seller
not bad eh?
I jus realised that i hate a lot of things
SCHOOL for example
it is jus a corrupted sch with ppl that is so fake
ahem, me too. (=
but they are 99.9% faker than me
It's a sad situtation really
many students hv been cursing tis sch since they stepped into it
we've been tricked. ahahaha
ahh, can wait to get out of it
okay, on a happier note
went out with V today! haha. we shouldn't have though.
It makes me wann go on a shopping spreeeeeee!!!
hehehe.

Too many, too many problem

2005-05-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

Heart-shaped rings! AWWW! there is one such pair of rings in the heart manga(=

2005-05-12T14:19:00.000+08:00

GRRRRSS
so irritating la.
I going to fail maths again.
Back to square one.
That is so pathetic.
how i wish i am a math genius

AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHSSSS